tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-37303211238997695262012-02-16T10:15:03.293-08:00RULING THE WORLD INSIDE MY HEAD.lionesstifnichttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00326523969441094111noreply@blogger.comBlogger51100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3730321123899769526.post-62207860502564573772008-11-06T19:00:00.000-08:002009-04-04T19:38:02.004-07:00I have no particular desire to live. I have no particular desire to be killed. It is a matter of indifference to me. I do not think I am altogether right." -Albert Fish<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3730321123899769526-6220786050256457377?l=lionesstifnic.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lionesstifnichttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00326523969441094111noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3730321123899769526.post-20864419197401752122008-10-17T20:11:00.000-07:002009-04-04T19:42:23.255-07:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_2hi-RQHmEw8/SRO5yJZyzaI/AAAAAAAAACE/GZzV8xIN6JM/s1600-h/no+heart.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 245px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_2hi-RQHmEw8/SRO5yJZyzaI/AAAAAAAAACE/GZzV8xIN6JM/s320/no+heart.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5265756660494945698" /></a><br /><br><br><br><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3730321123899769526-2086441919740175212?l=lionesstifnic.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lionesstifnichttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00326523969441094111noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3730321123899769526.post-2348008983837893172008-09-15T18:42:00.000-07:002009-04-04T19:45:07.209-07:00I want so badly for something to last forever in my life. Everything has been so fleeting. I squeeze and suffocate the things I care about hoping it will keep them around. All it seems to do is scare them away. I should cherish the moments I do have with them and realize nothing lasts forever. I know nothing does, but it hurts so much to think that. It makes me feel like everything I do is worthless and meaningless.<br /><br /><br />I've done so many shitty things out of anger, but when someone hurts me I feel an overwhelming urge to get revenge and make them hurt like I'm hurting. Sometimes I feel like I should warn people to stay away so they can avoid my wrath. <br /><br />I've got so much love to give and yet so much pain living inside of me. I don't know how to deal with or channel either feeling. <br /><br /><img src="http://i184.photobucket.com/albums/x318/lionesstifnic/IMG_10424334.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3730321123899769526-234800898383789317?l=lionesstifnic.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lionesstifnichttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00326523969441094111noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3730321123899769526.post-84900808339111086072008-05-15T21:42:00.000-07:002009-04-04T19:46:21.153-07:00<img src="http://i184.photobucket.com/albums/x318/lionesstifnic/IMG_0710.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"><br /><br /><img src="http://i184.photobucket.com/albums/x318/lionesstifnic/IMG_0709.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"><br /><br /><img src="http://i184.photobucket.com/albums/x318/lionesstifnic/IMG_0708.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"><br /><br /><img src="http://i184.photobucket.com/albums/x318/lionesstifnic/IMG_0707.jpg" border="0" alt="Photobucket"><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3730321123899769526-8490080833911108607?l=lionesstifnic.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lionesstifnichttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00326523969441094111noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3730321123899769526.post-12806641622684034502008-05-09T09:18:00.001-07:002008-11-06T20:09:41.175-08:00I just want to fight everyone.<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.accelerator3359.com/Wrestling/pictures/frogsplash.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://www.accelerator3359.com/Wrestling/pictures/frogsplash.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/3730321123899769526-1280664162268403450?l=lionesstifnic.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>lionesstifnichttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00326523969441094111noreply@blogger.com5