I have no particular desire to live. I have no particular desire to be killed. It is a matter of indifference to me. I do not think I am altogether right." -Albert Fish

I'd like a cardioectomy, please!

A little lost.

I want so badly for something to last forever in my life. Everything has been so fleeting. I squeeze and suffocate the things I care about hoping it will keep them around. All it seems to do is scare them away. I should cherish the moments I do have with them and realize nothing lasts forever. I know nothing does, but it hurts so much to think that. It makes me feel like everything I do is worthless and meaningless.


I've done so many shitty things out of anger, but when someone hurts me I feel an overwhelming urge to get revenge and make them hurt like I'm hurting. Sometimes I feel like I should warn people to stay away so they can avoid my wrath.

I've got so much love to give and yet so much pain living inside of me. I don't know how to deal with or channel either feeling.

Rainbows wept color all over the streets.

I just want to fight everyone.